I remembered ending my previous post with Wilfred's chalet. So here's two of the lovely group photos before I forgotten. Happy Birthday, Brotherrr! ( thou its over, & I doubt you'll see this.)

Did you know? Ever since young, I don't know how the feelings is like to be at home. By the time when I am more sensible as a kid, I am already living with my grandma. As I grow, my Bro was studying his university in Japan. While, I only sees my dad every Sat and my Sis like only twice a month! After Brother graduated, I was so anticipating for his return. Thats when my Sis moved out. Together with Dad and Bro, we shifted into this new apartment. Bro shifted out with his wife and Sis shifted in with her husband and her son. And I spent most of my teenager life alone at home. I have never felt at home like a completed family, before. Don't ask me why I don't miss my mum. The reason is simple, its because I hardly even remember how her features' like. I'd say I was force to grow up in a mutual way of my own.

I guess I am the bad girl among all my cousins. Purely because I hit the clubs often and stay over frequently? Who says not going home = bad girl?? Alright, so I tried putting myself in my Dad's shoes and I told myself that perhaps I should stay at home more often, AND I DID! Apparently, I rejected B several times and got myself ended up so rotten at home and I didnt complain a single thing. And guess what??..

My dad reprimanded me when I accompanied him and Sis down for dinner earlier on. So he said, he has told me many times that I should go out early and return home. Yes, don't assume that I don't understand his sentence. Cause i DID tried to be a good girl, staying at home more often nowadays and stuffs, yet he still dare to ask for more. The more I stay at home, the more he nags at me whenever I go out. So what the hell is this? And when I don't return home like before, he nags lesser. This is how I replied him just now. I now this is rude but wtf. He is precisely driving me nuts. Proving to me that "humans just never get satisfied" this phrase is so god-damn true. I hate being controlled and I hate being told by a loud tone even more.

Sis once did the same thing not long ago, I know she still dislike me for not coming back home now. I know she just keeping quiet. I really appreciate how she treated me and I really love her for trusting me. Sometimes, the best communication is thru actions and not screaming on top of your voices! Its like, you are using the wrong method on the wrong target. Get me?

Anyway, I hope that 2010 is a good year ahead.

Thou 2009 isnt a really good one cause I have changed bf one after another. But I am glad I am settling down now, and have been together with Mr Heng for 8 mths long already. I'd admit that this is the longest relationship so far, not referring to breaking and patching up. So I guess this is a good start..?

Probably this is the best relationship B have ever had, but I am also the suckiest gf he had. Cause I am so spoiled and have such bad attitude! I know he doesnt like it. And I am sure that one day if he leaves me, this would be the reason why. Knowing that this might be the reason causing him to break up with me in the future, I still unable to stop myself from it. God-knows-why. Then in the end, I am the one hurting myself. Just like a dog biting its own tail. Seriously can laugh at myself man..

But he told me, he don't want us to have any regrets. So he always make me think twice before I mention break up in a haste. I am glad that I found him, cause he taught me diff things in a relationship. Thanks to his forgiving and patience that made us still holding on strong today. And loving someone for so long feels great... :)

Merry Christmas, all my dears!!

Celebrated my Christmas Eve with Baby & my beloved ladies.

Its a simple bbq at pasir ris and gifts exchange.

Next year will be an even greater Christmas, I promise!=DD

then, Christmas day at Baby's place with his family..

ohhh. Log cakes is so creamy~~

Am heading out again with Baby to Wilfred's chalet((:

Gtg. Baby is coming over and fetch me to some market flea.

& my christmas gifts is half done!((:

Since I have the time to blog, why not...?

&

Its holidays! Im so desperate to shop and get tons of masks.

suppose to shop today but Baby went back Malaysia =.="

And here are some of the photos taken on my cousin's wedding..

with my lil Kelly,

she started growing freckles on her cheeks, and im so in love with it!

two of my elder cousins..

not forgetting, Baby Jeriel..

Then, the wedding dinner which was held at Sheraton Hotel..

every guests is entitled with a lovely cup,

and the dessert buffet was splendid, esp the fondue-making-process..

& my lovely sister and brother.

love this two of my precious ttm!

I reckon I will blog again before Christmas.

So I shall wish all an advance Merry Christmas!:))

& I received a postcard from someone studying in Washington now!

Yes, its from my PRECIOUS DEAR!!

Thanks for mailing it to me, cause something so simple yet means so much to me.

Its much appreciated.

Merry Christmas to you too!=DD

Attended my Cousin's wedding at Sheraton Hotel last Sunday.

Had a great time camwhoring and chatting with my family:)

& my forever-dote-me-the-most brother,

messaged me few days ago that..

He will sponsor me for an overseas vacation upon my graduation. Wherever I want to go.

omgomg.

Can you imagine travelling alone is like so peaceful and relaxing..

isnt it cool?!

Due photos. Sorry for the delay.

Nigel's birthday chalet, Happy 19th!(:

'you are not a year older, but nearer to death'. Hahahah

thou u're crappy, but ure still my best friend, till forever.

My awesome threesome!

& I seriously hope that you like the cake, NigelLam!

& I have changed my lenses to blue! Thanks Weiling(:

Some random photos taken in class..

Baby, now I know you always look at me in class luh!=DD

I love you, Baby!

counting down 8 more days to our 7th monthsary(:

okay, Christmas celebration is confirmed.

cant wait to spend the night tgt with my babes and our another half!