Reached home at 6am this morning, and before I bed, I was like admiring the beautiful sky lah!

super chio only.

wellwell, last midnight, I eloped to AMK's Mac to meet Min and JianFang.

we were too hype to set our new sem's timetable you see..

sad to say, its not easy for us to be in the same class for all modules ya.....

so we mac-ed till 2plus am!

Aftermath, Mr Roy came over and fetch me. GEE!

we wanted to lepak, so he suggested that we drive into SENTOSA!! lol.

it was the very first time I slacked at Sentosa at such holy hour, moreover its the first time I went out with him you see..

anyway, everything went well. He is a veryvery nice guy, and thoughtful.

thanks for all the talks, really.

&& daddy just asked me how I wanna celebrate my upcoming birthday..

was surprised by his question but well, I decided to hold back till my 21st birthday!

which means, I gonna hold A BLOODY BIGBIGBIG 21st BIRTHDAY CHALET.

I mean it okay and I will invite all my lovelys over!

wheeeepeeee~

PLEASE BO-BI(PRAY) THAT MY DAD STRIKE LOTTERY LATER!!

why? I'll tell you below((:

After having only like 4hrs of sleep, someone spammed my phone.

& its my dad. I thought he wanted to nag at me so I ignored his phonecalls

but little would I expect that he will just keep spamming lah!

this is the very first time he did that, in the end, I picked up his call.

He knew that I was asleep yet he still ask me to wake up just to help him buy his lottery!

Immediately my expression is like wtf. I was so shag lah and parents only care bout $$$.

speechless but no choice.

cas with the amount he bet, I defintely cant afford it if it strikes. So I went out, like a zombie!

very stupid BUT what a cute daddy I have larh?! HAHAHAH!

Just sharing with you the only picture taken with Rachel at Phuture using my phone(:

Clubbing @ Phuture last night!

sort of a last minute decision, all thanks to Rachel Ting.

cause I am supposed to be a good girl at home, but.......

okay, its a long story.

It started with me, having a free eyelash extension but I thought of giving it a miss, I guess my eyes need a rest! So I bombed every ladies in my contact list but none is available, either they didnt pick up my call or they already have plans the next day. Oh well, Rachel then came up with an idea that, I should accompany her to club with her friends if she managed to find someone for my lobang.

& tadah, thats why I ended up at Phuture ard 11pm last night(:

While waitin for her friend, who actually snoozing at home lar!

we started camwhoring like nobody's business, doing silly actions as thou we are one drunkards.

& I swear that the guy sitting next to us felt DAMN irritated by the flashes. Hahahaha!

love my siao charbo!

but when she go high and started boobs grab me, I dont love her anymore.

lol joking lah!, I'll still love you no matter what, ure my kuku!

Okay, so another angmoh from Paris approached us for a talk.

thanks to Rachel, for suggesting pictures taking with him huh~

the thought of it still makes me feel irks, thou he is friendly but yah....

finally, we managed to excuse ourself to the ladies.

& that is when her friend called back and told us that she wont be coming anymore. wth! we waited for nearly two hours yet she flew us aeroplane, esp when its only the first outing with her.

chill, luckily her guy friend willing to meet us(:

after the phone chats and camwhoring in the ladies, off we went to meet Mr N.

back to Zouk to meet his other friends, those mambo-siaos!

then we hopped to Phuture cas Mr N. have leftover drinks there, & thats where I met Cheryn(:

so qiao lah! luckily Mr N. is a nice guy, so we invited Cheryn&her gfs to join us for a drink.

then, Rachel and Cheryn became friends? lols.

So its like 6 girls dancing with Mr N.

& I wanna clarify something to you, yes YOU.

even when I danced on the dancefloor, its like Rachel and me grinding each other while the guy danced beside us. Im not doing anything wrong, so Im not even afraid whomever who saw me and freaking maligned me that I am dancing with that guy lar!

Anyway, cabbed home with Mr N. as he stays near me

while Rachel have her baby who came and fetched her home.

back home ard 4plus am and bumped off to bed right after bathe.

& my legs is like damn suan till now. lol.

guess its the most havoc night so far?

Okay, before I go on and on like never-ending..

More pics with Cheryn, will update again once I've gotten it from her(:

till then, thanks for being such a good reader. XOXO!

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THANKS!((:

Chanel is smiling today((:

cause my Papa slices mango for me after dinner with family just now.

omg, zi char is soooo much nicer than packet food lah!=DD

Anyway, I have uploaded playlist on my blog already!

so Yihan, you may camp at my blog liao. Hahahs((:

am craving for ice-cream/desserts.

& ohhnooo...I am growing 1 year older veryvery soon!

that is the reason why I should cherish the people around me more!!

people like Chuah Choonyi, Gladys. S, XBF, my KUKUS,

& someone whom I just encouraged to hang onto the rs, you know who ure. HEE!

XOXO((:

It seems like I dont have much to blog these days. Hahahah!

anyway, here is the post as promised(:

went over to Sweetest crib earlier so that she can straighten my hair for me!=DD

and also, Ouh-Babybaby fell sick so she couldnt accompany me

but luckily Sweetest dont mind companying me to the shoot((:

in the end, Ouh-Babybaby turned up!

& that is what I called a true friend(:

Thanks Ouh-Babybaby for the company even thou you were sick,

yet you didnt even complain bout the long journey alone!

muack muack!

& thanks Sweetest for doing my hair for me,

for accompanying me to the shoot even thou you're sososo relunctant to!=DD

After the shoot, we girls Subway-ed and gossiped/heart to heart talks(:

thanks for everything, pretty babes.

then, Ouh-Babybaby went home while I went back to Sweetest's crib.

had facebook fun with Sweetest and her lil sister!

&& her lovely mum even cooked dinner for me;

it has been such a long time since I ate homecooked dishes, really thanks alot!

aftermath, was catching some parts of "coming soon" with Sweetest in her room.

she purposely switched off the lights and make it extra scary for me.

Damn it. and I on my bedroom's light to sleep till the morning sun shines into my room okay?!

horrible vegetable, I dont want to watch such shows anymore!

GRRR...

Nvm, back home and watched LZX!!

Anyway, dont mind just click on the blogshop below and have a look okay!

you might find something you like and everything is new stock(:

till then, goodnight!((:

powerhouse's ladies night!

Ouh yah, Tan Jianguang!

remember that time you asked me if I did pass your online quiz for you?

you dont believe me right?!

below is the print screen I just found, you may click for larger view!=DD

not bad ehh, I still can pass your module siol..

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So far so good, I've been enjoying myself at home very much(:

if possible, I may be working very soon like next week till April.

IF my application is approved lah.

Anyway, I will chiong work during the month of April all the way till school reopens.

cause my old boss have work-slots for me again!

this is confirmed and I am so gonna work cause I've rotted way too long~

&& 5 more months before I officially work for this job for a year!

omgomg. this is the longest job I've worked so far!

heehee. I can feel money rolling in now...

well, which means I'll be celebrating my 19th birthday working?

OMG! I went for a proper shopping today, like finally?

I have to admit that I've been very "homely" these days..

because im oh-so-lazy...

Okay, so I've gotten back my results this morning.

I wont comment anything here, but just one word, "pathetic!".

So, I went out with my ouh-Babybaby and cursed non-stop lols.

feeling damn shitty, but she dont mind it at all(:

lunched at her favourite place once we reached Bugis.

and we were like walking round and round the entire bugis;

liangseah-ed, bugisjunction-ed, bugisstreet-ed, hajilane-ed!

practically every shopping corner of Bugis's okay..

OUH- BABY BABY BABY X3!

you better DONT stop calling me baby, if not I will punch you into the sky!

=DDD

super cute right?!

for my baby, for my leggies, for the drainy and me! (our favourite advertisement siol)

ME says: ehh, why your laksa like different already?!

BABY says: cause now, everything have changed.

ME says: no leh baby baby, my heart for you will never change(:

LOLS!

&& dont always pollute me with the "f"word lah, I am such a good girl now.

hahahaha you this, MINA!

After accompanying her for her dinner, she came over my crib.

we turned my room upside down and did everything and anything!

such as camwhored, teaching each other make-ups, Facebook-ed, etc etc..

I'd just love to share every lil things of mine with her lo.

ouh-Babybaby loves my MOGU!

my super super seductive piinky room! HEH HEH((:

then, sent her back at 11pm.

omg, thanks for the day!(:

&& Im like having super aching legs and stupid cramps now.

all thanks to the stupid cool drink I drank at the Japanese Restaurant for our desserts just now.

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from now onwards, I'll stop grumbling bout my results!

All thanks to Hafiz and Min, who are willing to accompany me for the next semester!

I am glad that I've such steady friends;

XOXO!

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ohoh, & I am so addicted to another game now!

which is "Harvest Moon" in my baby ds(:

At the very least, this will stop me from wasting my time online!

heehee. bubbyee~

Have you tried the latest Kinder Joy? Hahahah.

but to be frank, I still prefer the old one((:

Just now, dinner-ed with L at Ajisen.

Ooohh, thanks for satisfying my cravings!

then, strolled to Qi's place to pass her mum the gift cas she's not at home.

spent like an hour chatting with her lol..

back to my area, pasar malam-ed again!

bought otahs, chicken wings and pork sasauge,

then delivered it to Sweetest Baby's crib!

aiyoyo, so fat already still want to consume supper. HAHAHAH!

actually I am the one who wanted to deliver it to her place willingly de((:

&& I was the one who bought the food for her, she didnt ask for it.

GEE!

well, I am going to take off my lashes later.

I'll miss it, for sure.

&& I've received the dress that I bought online, the quality is goodddd!

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I marked myself as a super good girl this week!

so party soon? lols.

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Anyway, be a nice guy/babe

click on my adverlets for me pls, thank you!

Have you ever tried to ask the person out, and u're the one who is always planning but the person didnt feel it?

if yes, im glad that you feel for me.

I am feeling so tired of your tight shedule..

but you have time for others, not me.

guess its time for me to stop contributing pointless effort,

and it will be a long run before we meet again.

Bless you(:

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Had dinner with family about an hour ago,

omg. zi char is forever nicer than packet food!

then, we pasar malam-ed!((:

now my stomach is like fullest to the max.

& did I just mentioned the word "family"?

hohoho.

Basically, this is how I spent my day meaningfully((:

yessss, u're right! I crashed my Sweetest Baby's crib today((:

After my longggg preparation(she is the one who claimed that its long!),

she asked me to wait cause she havent wash her ***. Hahahah

while I was waiting for her sms.......

TADAHH! she appeared outside my doorstep lols!

waseh, she came all the way to my crib just to fetch me to her's leh......

ok, in fact she came down cas she need to buy lottery, BUT im still gonna take it as fetching me!

this lazypig, last minute decided not to cook for me so we have to buy lunch.

back to her place, and I spent most of the time having fun with her lil sister!

she taught me how to play pet society,

which is the reason why I am addicted to it now, yesss, I admit that im slowwww!

anyway, feel free to add me in facebook!=DD

&& I wish to share all my laughters and sorrows with choonyi till we grow old!

I love you no matter what, even when I have bf, she's gonna stand the same in my heart(:

So who is my bf? below lorr.

AHAHAHAHAH!

well, I wish, I wish....

please catch his latest show: "Defeated Queen"!((:

One thing that I would like to emphasize now, I HATE COUGHING!

seems like Pi Pa Gao is no longer effective, its so uncomfortable coughing every now and then.

yes, even during my sleep! super irritating.

Moreover, today's weather is like soooooooo cold!

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Anyway, today's work is terrible to the max.

and my mood drop to the lowest after work ended..

hence, I am so gonna take a break and have a good rest at home later((:

Umm it has been eons since I last slacked at home...

But I am all prepared, have downloaded several NintendoDS games. Moreover, I havent been spending time with mybaby for like sooo long already..

OMG! I AM WAITING FOR GARDENING MAMA TO BE OUT!!

Holyshit. Cooking mama is like the nicest ds game of all, so Gardening mama should be nice too!

cant wait cant wait cant wait=DDD

On top of that, I had dinner with Sis and her husband @ Bliss Restaurant on Sunday's night.

(the restaurant which is located in the middle of the Punggol Park)

am pretty satisfied with the main course, together with the ambience, thumbs up!

In other words, they asked me out to lecture me. Hahahah, I meant very very close chats lah.

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One thing which hurts me the most is that, I have received very negative remarks from my dad about me. He is already near to giving up on me, imagine someone who dotes on me so much is gonna do that to you. I am sure you'll feel the same way as me. I regretted for being such a bad daughter, spending most of the time out of the house, especially the amount of time I have spent on clubbing last week. Because I knew that he will be very mad at me,so I choosed to keep it from him and not telling him that I wont be going home. Fyi, my dad will get dinner for me every week days, but sometimes, I really have to admit that I totally forgotten to give him a call to not buy my dinner despite repeating to myself for several times. It wasnt what I meant, so I have no choice but to throw the packet of food away, he knows bout it thats why he was even more furious. I understand, imagine you were the one who spent money buying dinner, then the person just keep throwing it away.. Moreover, I dont initiate, I dont start the ball rolling if you know me well enough. Thats why my relationship with my dad is like tone down so much these days. It hurts, cause altho he doesnt show, I know deep inside, he cares and dotes on me!

Not only that, I dont know how the hell my family members knows every single thing bout me, even my relationships(perhaps they are stalking my blog right now!). When it comes to bgr, I was never a strong girl. Yes, I almost tears when I mentioned my situation to them cause it hurts so much inside. I doubt no one really understand me.. I admit that I used to cry on the phone to my friends every now and then, so often that they got so used to me crying, but not anymore. I dont call them up and cry like a crybaby, unless things really force me to an end. Its like very rare now, I am glad but still, they seems to bottle me up. For the time being, I really hate myself. for creating so much unhappiness causing myself to end up at this state. I hate myself, for losing so much till I dont even know myself well now. I wonder if things will turn out to be fine for me soon? cause if my dad is suppose to give up on me,I can actually jump down of the building already. As for bgr, I do not wish to stress myself for the time being. How do I love someone before I even learnt how to love myself? All the truth that you've revealed to me a moment ago, if only I knew it long ago, its hurting me so much now. I hate myself crying so badly in my room. I am on my nerves of breaking down...

Can I not be a strong girl for a day?