It has been a long time since my last proper conversation with dad. Last night, we chatted quite alot. Regarding our Japan trip and Jeriel's first month celebration.. Dad will never know how much these chats means to me. One problem my family have is communcation breakdown. OR maybe cause my dad have been a strong one all along?

By the way, Jeriel, that lucky baby of ours brought us luck. Both Dad and Jiefu strike lottery and here comes money into my pocket. Hahaha. Dont tell me you wont feel extremely happy when your parents gave u extra income?!! Thus, I could feel that no matter how ignorant my dad is towards my life and such, he is always pampering me. Just that I could feel it or not..Afterall, I still have a great daddy, isnt it?((:

And two more weeks to my Japan trip! HOOOLIIDAYSSSS, Im coming((: The 7days trip have been extended to 8days. Can I bring my Beloved along too?
Maybe I should keep him in my luagge and sneak thru! Time to get a huge one uh..HAHAH.

Last but not least,
Sweetest, I am worried for you here. Contact me asap when its done..

GTG, am meeting Beloved & Wenxin for a movie later!:D
.XOXO.
1:15 PM

Firstly, I would like apologise to Beloved! Cause I fell asleep when I said that I'll call him back last night ard 10plus*roll eyes* & I was awake at 7plus. Miracle? Its like I can never wake up at this early hour!(:

He just woke up and I guess I was the one who cause him to skipped his morning lesson? Poor boy, I know you didnt have enough sleep.. BUT, who asked you dota-ed till the wee hours?=.="

Anyway...Yesterday was the first time I did not spend time with Beloved after school. I was so bored at home and..........

Pardon me, cause I am so in love with my small little pink area in my room!=DD

& my priceless hair that I've been keeping it for such a longggg time!((:

Then,

Webcam-ed with Beloved and JG as well, we used to share everything under the sun during our sec sch days. Thou we are in our seperate ways now, our friendship is still going on strong, and cocky right?! LOL.. Miss you lah, Sissy!=D Hope you get your happiness soon too ya!

And the iPod event that I did with Lisa sometime ago. I am so sorry for the last minute notice, but glad that ure willing to accept my offer!((: I had a nice time working with you as well as catching up with you.. Thanks for being such a great friend of mine in Poly. XOXO! & I hope that you hold on to your happiness. Its fate that brings you two together, so, stay strong babe!

.XOXO.
12:30 AM

Photos taken with Beloved like last week? Guess I'll just upload one, alright..

Have been spending awesome times with Beloved like almost everyday..? laughs. Yet it still seems like time spent with you is never enough uhh, Baby?((:

Had supper with Beloved on Tues night till the next evening, we went back to his crib to get his work done. Around 10plus, Beloved drove me to HK Cafe for our "din-per" or "sup-ner", suit yourself(: Slacked with his friends as well.. To accompanied the broken hearts, we decided to drove over to Changi to continue to lepak. Sent the guys home and Beloved is lazy to drive me back, I knew it. So, we headed back to his place and now, he is in school yet im back at home blogging. Wahahah!

OKLAH. gtg school to meet him cause he left his book with me. Zzz!

P.S: I didnt expect that I would get so addicted to the thing that I once hated it soso much..

.XOXO.
10:28 AM
To Beloved,

I cant believe that being with you would be so comfortable.. You are beyond my expectations, thats what I can say. Being with you, I learnt how to twist my thinking in order to improve our relationship.

Its great knowing you.. & I am glad that you've changed to be a better man now. Lets put down our past and stop dwelling upon what others said. Cause it doesnt matter anymore. We've to believe that we are not like any casual couple that could be found on the streets!

Its my pleasure having you by my side, dont silly smiles okay(: I admit that I am sensitive/think too much cause I have low level of confidence and you are far too important to me as well. However, I will build up my confidence, and please let this change in me to keep us going..

I promise that this would be the last and I'll hold you till the end of time.

Yours truly.
.XOXO.
1:05 AM

.XOXO.
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.XOXO.
3:43 AM

Both baby Jeriel and my beloved sister was discharged, no doubt, they are safe as well as good! Now, let me show you my awesome to the max nephew. What a cute baby, thanks sis!((: Below pictures were taken during my visit at the hospital on Monday night..

Its also my first time carrying an infant, so fragile.. *grins*

Then the happy family, I cant wait for them to move back and live with Dad and me!

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Quite sometime ago, I met up with my primary school best-to-the-max friend! She's awesome, let me tell you. We can laugh as much as from the school starts till school ends, hella fun(:

Now that we're all grown ups. I wish that she find her happiness and invite me to her wedding in a few years time okay?! Its great chit-chatting bout the past..& I still love you!

_______

Perhaps what done is done, no one can ever change the fact nor turn back the time. Thou somewhat the pain will still remain yet memories given by you is still the best. Its time to let go and move on, it aint gonna do good to hold on to the past.

For once, I was there, clinging onto you and hoping to see something going on inbetween us. Dreams were then broken more than twice. Its something that cannot be mended back no matter how hard we've tried. & now that I've changed and people assume me as a bitch. what a life.

you're the one whom I once loved the most and hurt me the most. After struggling for so long, I finally see an end. Thou it hurts but its great having you stepping into my life. Thanks for the memories. At least I am glad that ure doing fine now. We're leading our own life now...

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Last but not least, I am glad to meet Mr. Heng in my life.. I'll do my best, I promised.

.XOXO.
3:39 AM

.XOXO.
7:35 AM
Ohgod. The temptation of skipping class is back again!

So, this afternoon YL drove us to amk hub and we, 4 guys excluding me, caught Friday the 13th! After the movie, we went back to school and fetched Wilfred then had dinner at my area. Unluckily, YL was fined 100bucks for parking anyhow under my block. Overall, they are a bunch of fun people, totally madness thou.
Conclusion: He is a dangerous driver!
shall not reveal much, but HI to 6 new friends! to my surprise, they are JingYing's secondary school mates luh!=DD

Okay, will blog bout the event thingy soon.
WAIT OKAY!((:
.XOXO.
1:41 AM
Its just a random post...

Had a long day outside today. And I spent most of the time walking. Walking is as bad especially when you are wearing a pair of heels! Heels are pretty but it kills.

Now, I am back home.. Staring at my homework and facebook-ing at the same time. Then, I realised that I've got several blisterssss. This time round, it looks so bad and it hurts so much. First thing that came across my mind is to GET RID OF IT.

So, I took out my favourite penknife (in pink). Made a cut on my blister and the bubble "pops", I then squeezed out the remaining liquid and observe the water as it flows.. Yes, I know im disgusting but sometimes, some pain is good. Just like how you LOVE to suck your ulcers, my dearsss. & its like I am operating on myself (like the drama "yi qie wan mei") LOL!
Ok, I know im getting lamer..

Thus, I realised that womens are more than willing to sacrifice anything just for the sake of beauty((: Just like, you wont look ugly if you are not lazy.

& its time I head to bed and come back with a proper post soon!
.XOXO.
2:03 AM

.XOXO.
3:09 AM
一个小男孩在花园里看到了玫瑰花，他摘下了一朵

碰巧被园丁看见，园丁就问小男孩：＂你做什么啊？＂

他说他很喜换欢花，他要带他回去。

园丁听了没有说什么，他拿起花潵浇起了花来。

小男孩就问园丁：＂你做什么啊？＂

园丁就告诉小男孩：＂我爱花，我让他留下＂

小男孩听了似懂非懂，他把摘下的花给种回去可是为时已晚。。
.XOXO.
3:18 PM

.XOXO.
12:13 AM
Its raining so heavily now Holy shit The thunder just shocked me while I was playing Hell's Kitchen in FaceBook Now I dare not shut my eyes close all thanks to the horrifying lightnings and thunders Still gotta wake up early for Yumcha session later on Hope I wont fell asleep while yumcha ing LOL Is there any pills that can put me to sleep or anyone who can accompany me till I am soundly asleep at this hour I doubt so

Im dying for some shopping as well! Btw, thanks all for your concern. I am glad that you guys do care but I know myself better than anyone else does..

Goodnight for Good.
.XOXO.
3:13 AM

What have I gotten myself into ever since school reopens?

-A big group of classmates who brings me joy and laughter! But sad to say, only 1 module. However, I have been taking rides home in Ben's Mercs. Not frequently,but around twice this week? lol. This is good cause I can save up so much time!((: Cant wait to go chiong with them; talk cock, sing song, drink dao song!

-Might be quitting school soon cause its abit aimless staying in this stupid course! This is so not me. I prefer studying private; something that I like/will do good to me(: Sister encouraged me to do so, now im left with my own choice. Something major, I gotta spend more time to THINK..

-The weather is so freaking hot that I just wanna rot at home and soak myself in the water! Its the sign of Global Warming. How I wish DoomsDay is just a few secs away=D

-Last night, Sebas came over to pass me my belated birthday present. Thanks for driving all the way down when you gotta crush JB. So we chatted for about two hours.. okay, we have soooooo much to talk! Shall meet again soon eh.... ((:

-Had dinner with my family last night, as well as, lunch at noon just now. Life is good when I get to travel around for good food, since my jiefu've gotten back his license! & Im so anxious whens my Baby Jeriel coming to this world? Then, I am gonna become an Aunty. LOL, so old can.. But so long as its babies, I'LL LOVE IT MAX!((: Cant wait cant wait.....

Okay, am craving for some pool sessions right now. So, Goodbye.

.XOXO.
4:02 PM

.XOXO.
1:36 AM