Here is a small note that I would like to dedicate it to my dearest girl, Bifei.
From the day I knew you, I thought that you were hard to get along. But little would I thought that we could get so close..Even seeing you every one another day in school, walking home with you till having endless phone chats at home. I am missing those days, thou those days only lasted for a year. Thats when you got to rise up to express class. I am happy for you, but at the same time, I am feeling upset because I knew that I will lose you. Guess I am right, we drifted apart due to our own cliques. I understand how you feels, cause I felt the same way too. I am also jealous whenever you spent time with Amanda and Ziying more than me. But I will always tell myself, not to be selfish, I cant hold you too tight when your future is important. Yes, I love you thats why I let you go, but deep inside, you are someone irreplaceable. I told you before, you are one of the few who is very important in my heart. Have you ever realise that we hadnt even quarrel before all this while? Not at all. And I am so glad knowing you, cause how would my life be without you? I cant believe that I am able to hold myself up and stand on my own feet after I fell. But you are the one who held me up, listen to my rants and hug me when I cry.. I still remember how often I went your house for fun, and the time you cooked Lasagna for me! I missed it so much. However, little things shouldnt tear us up. I'll still be here waiting for your return, even if only till my wedding. Cause you're a very good friend of mine in my life, I knew it and this is the fact. Thou we drifted, but you have never ever leave my heart. You have my blissings in everything that you do in the future. No matter what, I am always here, and I will be. For your future, I am willing to spend my life waiting for your return..
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I love you, Xie Bifei. From 5 years ago till forever!