Perhaps there is something that I need to clarify to all and I am gonna say this for one last time, I am single now. Please get this fact right.

Dont make any assumptions cause I guess I have the right to make friends with people around.. Yes, I might be blinded by lust in the past, but not anymore. People do learn from mistakes, so do I.. People yearn for a second chance, why cant I? You see me as someone who is unfaithful and fling around, but why didnt you see me as someone who was once devoted for 4years before? Its like, how can you judge a person like this?

My trust was once betrayed, its not something that you can build it back overnight! Nevertheless, its not easy from then on..

Futhermore, I know that I cant decide and I know that I aint prepared, thats why I choosed to remain single. Can I? Am I being selfish?, I doubt so..

You should know that its never easy to adapt to a single life after being attached for so long, altho sometimes it hurts but still, its time for me to be independent. Gradually, time will make me get used to it..

Marriage is something that I look upon few years down the road, but NOT anymore.

I am sorry, thats all I can say.
.XOXO.
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