Timecheck: 3.13am.
chanel is staring into blank space, for nuts sake.
the night breeze and the stars out of the window beside my bed is totally glamourous.
Dear must be sleeping very soundly, for sure.

Finally, after spending a week with Dear, my life routine is back to square one.
I started to hate doing things alone, if only you realise that spending quality time with your partner is not only blissful, but also, more dependent on the another. People keep telling me to give him more space to breathe. But.. Love is about doing things in pairs, isnt it? So who can define to me the real definition of 'true love'?

What I can say is, the courtship of the relationship between me and Steve isnt a smooth sailing one. Despite asking me to be his girlfriend thrice, I still rejected him. Be it in sms-es or personally face to face. Its only after much consideration because I knew that I am a ultra-protective girlfriend, and people beyond average like him, tend to be most girl's eye candy.

Till today, we are almost hitting our third monthsary..
we are still at the peak of our love life, I shall say. Yes, I may never know what may happen the next day but at least, I know that he is a man of responsibility. There is more for us to know bout one another. I used to see marriage as a very near target but now, I guess I wouldnt want to settle down so soon. I have decided, Marriage matters will be after Dear have fulfilled all his bike dreams.

Anyway,
with all the things that you've done, all the effort that you have put in, you just make me feel touched with every little things that you do. You've impressed me by making plans for every single dates, deciding everything for me, remembered all our single dates, held my hands wherever we go, hugged me in bed from night till dawn and even rushed down all the way from EC to my area to clear any misunderstandings inbetween us.

Still remember that there is one time, when our love life hit the lowest point. With so little dates we had and misunderstandings cocked up between us, that is the dullest period for once. And this time round, we broke the record. the longest time we spent together - 7days! Still, the days that we have spent isnt short either..

from tears to joy, there is still a long way for us to go...
I wonder if you realise that my feelings for you is getting stronger(?)
so long as u're still faithful, I love you.
.XOXO.
4:36 AM